I took a break.
I shouldn't have taken one, but life got in my way.
I spent the last two months going through some strange things.frustrations.emotions.etc.
Right now I feel the heaviest I have ever felt, not only physically, but emotionally too. I am lethargic, lazy, depressed, anxious, quick to anger, easily annoyed and most of all unhappy with life.
I shouldn't have taken one, but life got in my way.
I spent the last two months going through some strange things.frustrations.emotions.etc.
Right now I feel the heaviest I have ever felt, not only physically, but emotionally too. I am lethargic, lazy, depressed, anxious, quick to anger, easily annoyed and most of all unhappy with life.
I have absolutely no reason to be this way...I have an amazing husband who loves me and we are beginning to think about starting a family. We laugh, we love, we joke, and most of all we just spend time together. So what gives?!
I am not sure why life has become this way for me, but I refuse to "fix" it with pills, creams, drops, etc. I am not syaing there is anything wrong with those methods, but I really want to find a way to get through this without relying on medication. I want to talk it out, cry, scream, cry some more, eat ice cream, sleep it off, whatever I have to do just be happy again.
The weight loss is taking a break...the therapy is beginning.
I want to be completely honest on this blog. I want to write to help others that may be going through similar things. Therefore, I am declaring this a negative-free zone.
I may at times talk about my faith, my religion, and my spirituality. If you are offended by these topics, you are free to leave the page. You are not free to make negative comments, or disrespect any of the views expressed here. There is something that I have found within me during these dark days, and that is my voice. I will stand up for my beliefs even though most of those around me do not share them. It is time to be true to myself.
Stay tuned as I explore the reasons behind my discouragement with weight and my search for my true self. The happy me that is buried deep down inside somewhere.
I am not sure why life has become this way for me, but I refuse to "fix" it with pills, creams, drops, etc. I am not syaing there is anything wrong with those methods, but I really want to find a way to get through this without relying on medication. I want to talk it out, cry, scream, cry some more, eat ice cream, sleep it off, whatever I have to do just be happy again.
The weight loss is taking a break...the therapy is beginning.
I want to be completely honest on this blog. I want to write to help others that may be going through similar things. Therefore, I am declaring this a negative-free zone.
I may at times talk about my faith, my religion, and my spirituality. If you are offended by these topics, you are free to leave the page. You are not free to make negative comments, or disrespect any of the views expressed here. There is something that I have found within me during these dark days, and that is my voice. I will stand up for my beliefs even though most of those around me do not share them. It is time to be true to myself.
Stay tuned as I explore the reasons behind my discouragement with weight and my search for my true self. The happy me that is buried deep down inside somewhere.
